I know you never meant to hurt me. I know you care. I'm sorry it has to be this way. It doesn't make it easier. I'm happy you're in a relationship. I hope things go well for you.
Despite his intentions, the fact is people say anything to get their way.
I don't believe that he truly ever cared for me the way he believed he did. He wasn't lying when he said it - but like Iain said, "they don't fall for you as a person - the Michie inside. people fall for this idea of you, like this perfect trophy wife to fill the void." It's a floating feeling of aspects of women that they absolutely love - that gets transferred from one possible interest to the next compatible on the list.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to invalidate his feelings. I'm sure he thought he did. But let's be real, if it takes less than a month to rebound to someone similar, but with actual potential for immediate and regular sexual interaction, the initial relationship couldn't have weighed that heavily. Lol, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that one out. One track minded. /sigh
It's okay, lol bizzaringly enough, I just want him to be happy so I don't even care. I just don't want to be part of it again.
xo
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