Had an awesome talk with my invisible bff to clear things up last night.
We'll always be bffs, and because of that - we care enough about each other to want the best for each others' futures.
So it's goodbye, for now; not forever. Just until things improve vastly for us in our lives.
I'm excited for both of us. We have great things going for us.
Our relationships are getting super healthy. I guess I can't really say that about his life although I think it is, I can definitely say that about my own.
Awesome people make awesome things happen. Sometimes we have to be reminded of the awesomeness we possess. It's hard to see it sometimes.
He was able to tell me that I wasn't s placeholder - that I set the bar (and that I had to set it so high). I know I've heard it before from other people, but it was nice to hear it from someone who doesn't have any reason (nor benefit) to mislead me.
My husband has been looking at me differently lately. It's sweet and cute. He looks at me like a man checking out a good looking woman. I can feel his intentions and he's really attracted to me. It's refreshing because it normally is hard for him to expose that side of himself. He doesn't usually like to show me what I mean to him just because it's unnatural for him and probably makes him feel cheesy. He's not that good at handling cheese.
I am. I am a fucking dairy farm with a cheese processing plant. I make mozzarella like it's coming out of my pores, hahahahaha.
It's nice to share my cheese with my husband for once because we never really did that much.
We're taking the kids to see Grama today because she's participating in a Craft Faire to sell her photos. :) it's the first time in a while that we've gone to something like this in a while. Chris is hoping that Grama can take the kids after and we can go on a date this evening.
I don't even know what that's like anymore. Well sorta, lol. ;)
Even spending time together watching movies or tidying up the house is quality time for me. Quality time in which we lacked in our relationship. :) I'm happy to see us progress. I'm happy that I'm finally feeling happy.
Sad part is that I don't have a fucking tank anymore! What the heck?? I know, I've always had tanks. So I've adjusted by using my voidwalker. They've buffed my voidwalker's tanking ability so it's been great.
I met a prot gnome warrior last night. He was really cool and I noticed him because of the mount he was on and the pet he had out. He had the white hawkstrider, bulwark of azzinoth, and the fossilized hatchling. Hahahahaha and the funny part is that he immediately went to tease me (not knowing me at all) but whispered me, "holy crap can you kill these rare elites any faster?"
I was soloing a bunch of rare elites and he came in and taunted for me. I was like dude, "Can you not see the green fire? I'm fine." Hahahahaha no I didn't say that in game, but I definitely said it out loud. He asked if we could party because I was killing all the mobs, hahaha. So I agreed and he complimented my dps. :)
We started linking pets and questing. :) I had a good time (although he quests wayyy to slow for my tastes lol). As soon as he joined the party, I got rid of my voidwalker and said "sorry I'll get rid of him. I know how annoying a tanking pet is for tanks." He said, "Just turn off the taunt. ;)" I'm thinking, you clearly don't know how voidwalkers work if you're saying that. All my attacks are threat generators and taunts, lol! He does no damage (or hardly) auto attacking. ;)
Maybe this dude will tank for me. :) we will see. I hate hour long queues! Lol
Anyway were here!! Will post pictures later. <3
xo
eM
