It's a new day.
I'm so grumps today. No seriously - I must be pmsing or something because I just want to eat chocolate and fucking kill something.
I started at GR31.
Yes, you'd think i'd be able to beat this shit no problem. I normally could. Do you see this god forsaken map? It was awful.
Anyway, I couldn't beat a 31.
I'm finding that dpsing without a tank makes me miserable. No seriously, I have been spoiled in the past 10 years in numerous games. Not to mention, the 'boar' tank pet fucking sucks balls.
I rage quit after the lvl 31. Then I decided to try 2 level 32's. As if they would be any easier. Well God knwos they weren't. I'm just retarded. I shouldn't try to play 30's right now. lol
Justin said a really smart thing. He said, "I play games to have fun."
I used to do that. Now I play games to feel numb, lol. That's retarded. I should fucking enjoy what I'm doing. The fucked up part is that I enjoy progression. The lackthereof makes me have like cabin fever in my own skin or something.
So yes. I started at 25 and worked my way up to 29. Made each level my bitch - bad map or not.
Now i'm going to co-op with my wonderful wonderful friend Justin. <3
xo
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