Friends and Fun

Holy hannah, I played d3 to smitherines last night.

Justin is officially in the GR40 bracket. <3 Toldja~ ;)

I laughed so hard last night - for so long, that I had swallowed so much air and my stomach was hurting ALL night. Seriously, It was awful and fucking awesome at the same time.

Okay, one of the Ha ha's from last night. When my daughter was little, she would call my nipples, "Black Mochi". My nipples aren't black - they're a brownish maroonish color because I'm asian - and mochi because, well you know what mochi feels like (soft and squishy). I know, LOL WTF does this have anything to do with last night? Well in the game, we pick up an item called "Death's Breath". It's just an item that helps us craft stuff. It's kind of hard to say when you're saying it fast so we usually end up saying "Des Breasts" which then Andy calls it "Des Boobies" or some variation of that. Justin 'severely dislikes' the term "Des Boobies" because he's like, "OMG that doesn't even sound like it". So I told him the story of Black Mochi and we were rofling. Now we call Death's Breath, "Black Mochi".

He was teasing me about aggro last night. Not in a bad way, but in a we were rofling so hard kind of way. "They listen to you because of your Mochi". Then he brought up random guys (mutual friends) and we were just laughing about the random instances of aggro. Don't ask, it's kind of a fucked up thing to laugh about - but I was laughing so hard I was snorting.

Tasker & Theo still hasn't dropped for me. It doesn't really matter, but it sucks because it's the one thing holding me back from progressing further. For God's sake, I even have Etrayu now. Riki says if it ever drops, regardless of if it's better than Osaka's T&T (he has a shitty roll), that it's mine. :)

Last night we did a 41, raped the entire grift and were ahead by quite a lot. We got to the last boss with 8 minutes or so to spare and ended up losing by a few minutes based on the mechanics of the fight and the length it took to get from resurrection to the boss location. It was really frustrating and it's one of the few times I really felt 'heavy'. I know I wasn't that heavy, but it sucks when you know your attack speed is definitely not up to par.

So we did a 40 right after and beat it no problem.

It really is luck based once you get past 30. I mean, don't get me wrong, there's skill involved - considering I'm trying not to die. I'm not that good at avoiding shit though. I'm not putting myself down, it's just really hard once you get past 30 to not get 1 shot.

I'm too heavy for 40+'s. T&T just drop for me please? :)

Riki plays his Witch Doctor for us when we 4man. He used to play his Demon Hunter to help with DPS, but since I've become slightly better with my damage output, he plays a Witch Doctor that can CC (pseudo tank) and can provide me with a crazy crazy crazy attack speed totem. :P He basically can fake Tasker & Theo for me. Don't get me wrong, I <3 Riki's DH. His main's epeen is like holy shit massive. I think I just get the feels more from when he plays his Witch Doctor more though, lol because I'm a girl, and I know he does it because I don't have T&T yet. He used to take his Demon Hunter so we'd have 3 DH's with howl. It works fine also - because Justin is a crazy awesome tank, but with his Witch Doctor's totem, the CC, and the Cloak of the Garwulf (my wolfpack bonus), I do close to what I would be doing with T&T. It's pretty super cute status.

"It's because of the mochi!"

LMAO

I'm cool with that.

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On another note, I'm not playing WoW so much. I got to 91 and got my garrison to the 2nd tier. Don't get me wrong, the game has quite a few improvements. The zones are really pretty. It's cool.

I'm looking forward to working on my garrison more.

It's just can't even compare the fun level between the two games. When I play WoW, it feels like work. It feels like there's so much to do because the game is SO unbelievably massive that I have lists of things to complete in order for any epeen growth. Usually, these feats are not so quickly obtainable - which turns me off because I don't have all day.

A lot of my friends returned for Warlords of Draenor. Quite a few of them have invited me to play. I just don't really care. If I can choose between random Ner'zhul friends whom I hardly played with anyway or Justin, Riki, Osaka, Shoji, Shinsuke, and even Kip? Lets be honest here, D3 wins for me. I'll 2 man D3 with Justin and farm bounties over doing random quests in WoW in a heartbeat.

"Well you have Andy on WoW too." Not really. I'm not complicating things even more. And after Justin told me that he was "attempting to socialize" *cough* "girls", I'm definitely not going near there with a 10 foot pole. Like seriously, that was quick?? Talk about quick rebound, sheesh. He'll always be a dear friend of mine, but he's in a complicated situation and I respect that. Justin has been one of my closest friends for the past 10 years also. He knows more than most people and he's like, "Yea I get it." and he's been my MT ever since, (although Riki is doing a really good job pseudo MTing and Over-Dpsing. The best defense is the best offense). I'm not erasing Andy's impact on my life or anything like that. I'm just allowing other friends to contribute to my happiness.

Not to mention, this has happened to me so much in my life that it's easier for me to just start fresh than fix it.


Ah it's 10am! Chris has to leave to fedex my mother a cheque for 2grand. Yes, dolla dolla bills y'all.

xo
eM

Changes ;p

Speaking of my gorgeous cousins with their green eyes, I decided to cheat and have some today. Not to mention, changing my part (hair part) just for kicks. My Rinoa streak is like out in full blast and I kinda like it.

Haha I'm having a 'cute' day. Like a fat day, but just positive and where you feel cute. I can't help it if I radiate fucking sunshine. It's who I am. <3 if you don't like it, tough. The world needs more sunshine bringers.

It's just a good day.

Xo

eM

Good Morning!

Good morning, good morning, goooooooooooooooooooood morning.

I went to bed (well the bedroom) early last night (10:30) to attempt to not go to sleep so late this time. I failed, lol.

I went to bed at 2:30, GUUUHHFUCK, lol.

Kesler crawled into bed at 5am looking for a snuggle.

We have to find a new snoreguard for Christopher, lol. Yes, he snores, like a mac truck.

It's okay, I have my quirks too. I kick around and move around til I get comfortable like a puppy in a bed and I HAVE to have to have blankets (the heavier the better). Chris is like dying from heatstroke as I'm cozy in a little cocoon, lol. Tough cookies man, you get to sleep next to a half naked lady, hahahahaha.

Despite not getting as much sleep today, I actually feel slightly more energized.

I have to go fix an elderly couple's computer this morning and Grama will be picking up the kids and taking them to Ogoplay (an indoor obstacle course place for kids). Hooray! They love that place. We go more often in the winter when the parks and outdoor stuff are too cold to play in.

First day of major frost.

I woke up and everything outside was WHITE. Not snow white, but the grass and everything was white. White frost in Canada is not like Californian frost. Don't get me wrong, I had frost in San Jose - I even had to scrape the windshield regularly in the winter time (in the mornings), but this frost stays. In California, I could've expected the frost to be gone by like 9am, lol...and by 11, it usually went up to the 50's.

It is literally -3°C, or 26°F. Yes, it's fucking cold. It's Fall. When it's winter time, it gets to -20°C here, about -4°F. Prior to living in Canada, I couldn't even fathom what it was like to be less than 32°F tbh. I rarely encountered days where it was in the 20's. Now, I'm acclimatized. It's 20's-30's-40's in fall and in the winter, it's like -5-20°F.

I know that sounds shitty or that it sucks, but it's awesome. It's not like we're going out in regular jeans and a hoodie in that weather. Layering brings cute fall fashion, hahaha.

Like this:

Can't wait to bring out my boots and thermal leggings again. Can't wait. I have so many. :)

OHHH SPEAKING of can't wait...my hair is growing quite long. No seriously, it's down to my mid-back now. I know crazy!! My Japanese side grows head hair like nothing else. Super fast.

I was thinking of Ombre'ing my hair again blonde, but it's not spunky enough for me.

It's just so safe and I love how classy and lovely it looks. Not sure if I want it again though. I was thinking this time to Ombre it Rose colored, or more of a reddish hue. :)

Redder hair suits me for some reason. This is super safe too though, lol. If i had a pair of balls, I'd do this:

Chris says it looks warlocky and he said it would suit me. I'd love to try it as I've had red/burgundy hair before. :P It was long ago though. Lemmie look for the picture.

I think that was like circa 2005ish.

I've also had a blonde moment. Chris likes it, lol - and he would, but it's not so much my cup of tea.

yeah okay so it's pretty cute. I know it sounds cocky, but I'm pretty comfortable sporting any color of the rainbow.

I don't know what I'll do to my hair. It hasn't been this black since 2005, and when I have black hair fully like this, i look so goth. 

I just think i look best as a brunette:

The infamous JR red shirt (outting me as a girl and not a boy in Dinosaur/Ner'zhul) picture. Conin was a jerk and linked my myspace. LOL <3 

This below was actually my favorite brunette color:

It's hard to tell here, but my hair was a warm milk chocolate color. Circa 2007. The fucked up (or freaking awesome) part is that I still actually kinda look like that. Thank god for asian genes.

It's funny but people mistake my ethnicity all the time. I'm used to people looking at me just thinking I'm some type of asian mix or something. Most regularly, people think I'm Korean mixed or Chinese mixed. I've also gotten mexican (while I was in high school), Hawaiian, and mixed European of some sort (hapa). 

I'm legally, half Japanese (Specifically Hiroshima and 1/4 Ainu - my Jiichan has bluish gray eyes), and half Mistisa (Spaniard blood, but Filipino descent) chinese. I'm not chinese - there's like a sliver of chinese there that doesn't count at all. My mother is the ONLY child that looked retardedly more asian than her brothers and sisters. For the love of god, lots of my cousins have green eyes and are fucking gorgeous. No seriously, my mother's side has been blessed with the beautiful stick. All of my girl cousins are gorgeous. :) <3 

Damn, I would post pictures but I'm in a time crunch so I can't. 

I was hoping that the recessive genes would come through and bless my children with gorgeous eyes. Don't get me wrong, I'm completely satisfied with the shape of mine, lol - but brown eyes can be so boring. 

Grass is always greener, I guess. 

Anyway, that picture above (the xmas no moo picture) is when Smoothie (Brandon, a friend of Frank's and mine irl) asked me if I was half white. I never really thought about it - nor cared. I just always thought I looked super Asian. I know I do have some spanish features, i.e. my curly hair or my boobs. They're not huge, but they're definitely not average Asian bobos, LMAO. That's another story for another day, but I've been a full D/small DD for a long time. They're just wider than torpedo, so they look smaller than they are. The mass is still the same - so if I wear a push up bra, they look fucking massive.

Yeah okay not super massive, but like I said, not typical Asian boobs. I went to Japan for a trip one year and went lingerie shopping with a cousin of mine. They fit you and everything - so you have to get naked (topless) as they measure you. I was an EE in Japan. I was teased about having porn star boobs. Hahaha - So every once in a while when I complain about being flat chested, I reflect back to my situation in Japan where they joked about my breast size.

Anyway back to ethnicity and away from boobs. 

I never think that the spanish really shows through, but every once in a while - it does. Like my light skin - or since I have an inbetween skin color, not quite pale and not quite olive (asian) but super light skinned, I can pretty much wear any makeup color and have it suit me. 

Okay this is coming off to be a really arrogant post - and that wasn't the intention.

I just woke up happy because THIS is my drama right now. In this moment. My drama is choosing what hair color I want and the awesome part is knowing I could choose any and still rock it. 

YES!!! The self worth and self esteem is returning.

So despite all the bullshit that goes on in my everyday life, know that I'm doing okay. Know that my drama involves what kind of hair color I want and how I want to decorate my house for xmas (yes, I'm planning already. It's my favorite holiday of the year).

I love you all and I'm working on being happier in life one step at a time. 

xo

M

P.S. It also helps that we're picking up a cheque from our refinancing that allows me to buy a new CHAIR and wipes our debt (from Izzy's birth) completely!! Not to mention, we've consolidated the car loan, so we're completely debt free. YAY!! YAY YAY YAY YAY!! :D :D :D The small victories in life. 

Kit Harington

Some Kit Harington for the soul. Fuck chicken soup! Hahahaha <3

DEAR LORD, DEAR LORD.

I don't even care if he doesn't play video games. Hahahahaha.
He doesn't even have to speak english.
He can just stand there.
Or not, I could care less.
This is eye candy.

*___*

LMAO

This is cute also.

So cute, the both of them. I am an addict.

teehee


xo
eM

A new day.

It's a new day.

I'm so grumps today. No seriously - I must be pmsing or something because I just want to eat chocolate and fucking kill something.

I started at GR31.

Yes, you'd think i'd be able to beat this shit no problem. I normally could. Do you see this god forsaken map? It was awful.

Anyway, I couldn't beat a 31.

I'm finding that dpsing without a tank makes me miserable. No seriously, I have been spoiled in the past 10 years in numerous games. Not to mention, the 'boar' tank pet fucking sucks balls.

I rage quit after the lvl 31. Then I decided to try 2 level 32's. As if they would be any easier. Well God knwos they weren't. I'm just retarded. I shouldn't try to play 30's right now. lol

Justin said a really smart thing. He said, "I play games to have fun."

I used to do that. Now I play games to feel numb, lol. That's retarded. I should fucking enjoy what I'm doing. The fucked up part is that I enjoy progression. The lackthereof makes me have like cabin fever in my own skin or something.

So yes. I started at 25 and worked my way up to 29. Made each level my bitch - bad map or not.

Now i'm going to co-op with my wonderful wonderful friend Justin. <3

xo
M

Phone post

Love this quote:

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My abdominal wall is healing. I almost have ab definition now, lol. Size 1 skinny jeans with hips, stretch marks, and love handles. I'm not embarrassed, I'm a fucking mama and I've earned my tiger stripes. <3

Etrayu!!!

Something special dropped for me late this evening...

Yes, that's right. Michor finally has Etrayu. I may stop playing in peace. Lol no way, I still need tasker & theo...but i'm so high on dmg, it almost outweighs the attack speed benefit. Not that I would know or anything.

Michor with no buffs (just group xp bonus buff). Her cold damage is pretty insane in the membrane. Luckily all my hatred spenders are cold damage. I'm a fucking ice queen, cold hearted, meanie pants.

Not that I do much damage or anything - because I've had crits in the 100mills, but this is what fun I get to see, repeatedly. Growin' that epeen.

We got TWO, yes TWO PACKS of treasure goblins. Literally must have fought 20 of them or so. I wish I took more pictures, but I was oogling my new bow too much.

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Ah I'm so happy from my lucky D3 day that I'm gonna have trouble falling asleep!! XD I can't wait to tell Riki. He's going to shit his pants. He's never gotten one before. :P

K gonna sleep as much as I can, lol. We had such a rough day today - not marriage wise, but fuck. My xB got broken into in the middle of the night (last night) and someone stole our spare front door key. Don't get me wrong, It's a scary thought, but maybe I'm just fucked in the head or something - but I'm really not that scared about people breaking in. I'm more afraid for my kids. That is fucked, isn't it? I do care about my well being, lol. I do. That completely didn't come out right. If someone were to break in, I'd do anything to protect my kids. When the mamabear turns on, it's like a switch. You better fucking watch it because I will fucking stab your eyes out with whatever's near me if you have intentions of harming my children. Okay I'm going to shut up now because It's late and I can't put to words what I'm feeling, lol.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ETRAYU. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU D3 GODS. <3

I'll be waiting for Tasker and Theo next! KTHXBAI!!!

xo

EM